I am and I'm not.
So I'm in love again, for the 40 billionth time.
and its really strange, to tell you the truth, because, this time I feel completely emotionally insulated. Like I'm permanently drunk on rebellion, this poison one more time :) now its like a drug.
Only my resistance is increasing :(
so well here we are.
Again!
I'm riding the wave, smiling and grinning through it all,
even though I could break and lose it all.
This shiny spot is so awesome!!
I want to drown in deep green, or maybe a deep red
Remedy the disease, find a way to increase, appease and release all that is within.
I chase sounds and love in the same way, and one eludes while the other helps me dream :)
